by Bela Johnson | Jan 21, 2014 | food, lifestyle, psychology, random thoughts, Uncategorized
Every day around three or four, I get hungry. When I tap into my core, it’s not so much that I’m ravenous; rather it feels like there is a need I’m trying to fill, and food is most convenient. Perhaps you share my sentiments. If I harken back to...
by Bela Johnson | Jan 16, 2014 | happiness, lifestyle, philosophy, poetry, relationships, Uncategorized
What was important then empties into bleakness as we relax now, savoring moments inside skin; dropping defenses if we are lucky, losing the act if we are smart so that others may access our heart. What is it about the young, pushing against, away – only...
by Bela Johnson | Jan 14, 2014 | musings, people, personal, poetry, Uncategorized
Regarding me over bins of oatmeal and millet, not comprehending choices – where is the plain, brown, recognizable? Offer of assistance precipitates wonder: Do I work there? Perhaps, and one never knows another’s motives, What qualifies me to answer?...
by Bela Johnson | Jan 7, 2014 | freedom, inspiration, self awareness, Uncategorized
I find I’m looking for fear with a background trembling in anticipation of its discovery. Why does my mind willfully seek out that which engenders this shaky unrest? My body yearns to move while thoughts, suspended in space, inspire little if not lethargy....
by Bela Johnson | Dec 31, 2013 | inspiration, philosophy, poetry, Uncategorized
The world hinges on a moment, an hour when this concept of calendar brought into fashion by Julius Caesar seeking convenience amidst conquering, becomes the standard on which we pin hopes, dreams, intentions. Pick a time in space, like the biblical god of...
