This morning the wind carries
a music older than memory,
older than the borders drawn
to divide what was once
simply Earth, breathing;

I walk the garden in silence,
feet on too-dry soil, and I pay tribute
to the ones who have always known
how to listen—to rain as ally,
to stones as elder relations,
to fire as prayer;

They did not name the land
as possession, but also kin;
their wise ones knew the pulse
beneath us is shared;

And I wonder—how do I walk now,
in this fragile lineage of forgetting,
to begin again, to remember?

Maybe it starts by slowing down—
that quality I thought never to embody—
the patience cultivated over the years
from birdsong, the elk’s whistle, the hawk’s
keeeee! Even the dog’s howl;

And in these, I can better attune
to the roots under my feet, perceive their inter-
connection, mycelia, the gardens I have planted
and the pigs have tossed - all has purpose,
if I am to better awaken as the earth steward
I was born to be.

New life ~ bj 2017