Look — the universe is not chaos.
It is ordered beneath appearance.

The void —
a dark, voluminous fullness —
listens before it speaks.
It pulses with life, with potential,
and makes no effort to explain itself.

The quantum realm has much to teach
that way.

In the silence where thought evaporates,
where equations loosen their grip
and drift back into starlight,
only impressions remain.
Only sensation.

Here, reason insists there should be lack —
and yet there is fullness.
A humming quiet.
A sufficiency that does not argue
for its own existence.

God withdraws
so creation may proceed.

No one can be led here.
Nothing meaningful is borrowed.
Trust is the crossing.
It moves in both directions.

And if we can hold this
without flinching,
without presumption,
we may discover —
not something new —
but what it is to be
entirely, unmistakably,
ourselves.

Upolu Pt. ~ bj 2025